I've got to talk to my Husband a few days ago and it was nice to hear his voice. The kids got to talk to him this time too witch was good for all of them. This is only the second time in three months that he has been able to talk to the kids.
I was telling my Husband about a bike run i'm going to be going on this Saturday it's the S.O.B Run and about a bike that I saw and would like to get for myself. He asked me how much it was so I told him. There was a short pause on the phone and then he says so are you going to go buy it this weekend. I told him no I was just letting him know that I liked it was looking at trying to buy something right know, so my Husband being who he is says if you want it and we can afford it get it.

My friend told me today when I was telling her about that I should know that he would give me anything I wanted. I thought, that that was funny. See the only thing I ever wanted from him is his love and for him to always be faithful to me and he has already been unfaithful to me. But we have been working on things so I wont open up any old wounds.

We do try to get each other anything we want or need the same goes for our kids. I just wish I could have more of him. For I like having him home and in our bed, it's nice to wake up with him there. He just wish I could sleep when his home, because he knows I don't really sleep when his gone. Even though it would been nice to have him home more, I new he was military when we were dating and when we got married so that doesn't really bother me. See I don't mind being alone or being only raising the kids. Sometimes I get so pulled into just staying in my room and letting the Kids have the rest of the house I forget that there home, until they come in the room to talk to me. They are really good kids. It scares me to think what it will be like with my Husband home after he retires and we have to share a house. See we are so different in so many ways that it's funny to are friends when there around us, but that is something altogether different.

Any way only two days left of summer school...thank havens. The kids and the teacher I have to drive is driving my crazy. But anyway I guess I should get off and get ready for bed because in a few hours I will need to be getting up to get ready to go to work.

To all of those that are Serving there Country Thank You and a Major Thank You to all the Spouse and there Children.