Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Cleaning out my head

I'm a military wife and a mother of two great kids(one girl & one boy). My Husband is over in Iraq for the fifth time(witch he has volunteered to do each time). I drive a school bus witch is ok.

I don't mind what my Husband is doing I just wish he would spend more time with me and the kids. We have been married for Fifteen years and only been togather about five of those years maybe six. But it's not bad most of the time. Spending time with my kids is great I love being a mom it's just I know there dad is missing out on so much.

It worries me with him being over there not so much about the fact that somthing could happen to him, please don't get me wrong I LOVE MY HUSBAND with all my Heart and I would be hurt if anything ever happened to him. It's more of him getting on the internet that worries me. See we or I should say he has a thing about creating new accounts and actting like his not married or has any kids, but he tell women that he is looking for someone to have a family with. He has done this four times when he has been over there and ever time he goes back over there he says it will never happen again but it dose. If you think he told me about doing these things you would be wrong. Lets just say i'm good at find things out when it comes to checking the history of his computer. I pray that he dosen't do anything this time, because I told him that if he dose it again then it will be over. He told me that he dosen't want to lose me or the kids so I have nothing to worry about (I hope he's telling the truth).

Anyway that is just alittle bleeding that I needed to do. Have a good day or night what ever the case may be.

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