Work is going and the kids are not that bad. The bus is a little loaded with my middle school kids, but it all works out there only on the bus for about 15 mins if that.

Tonight is going, but I feel like I should be writing my book that I'm working on for my kids. I've only got about 5 chapters on it. I started to write another book one that my kids won't be readying until there 18yrs. old. I try not to let my kids see the dark side of myself. Some say that I'm a bad mother because I have a darker side, it's nothing bad. I just write stuff about blood and death and talk little about the stuff most don't like to talk about. My kids don't understand why I don't just drop them off at different place like there friends mom's do. I try and tell my kids the truth witch is there is no need for kids to be drop off somewhere all day and not be picked up until late at night. I would rather have a house full of kids then have them at a mall or somewhere where they could be taken or get into trouble. Don't get me wrong I don't think bad about those who let there kids do stuff like that it's just me. I guess it's because I've seen the dark side of life growing up and don't want something to happen to my kids if I can help it. Anyways thinks for letting me bleed out again.