Today are Church started there VBS witch had 54 kids show up for today. It was great to see so many young kids here with are youth. It also turned into a day of sadness for My Daughter and Myself, because we had a Memorial service to attend to day. It was for our young friend who took her own life. It was very sad and very biter sweet remembering her and laughing with others when they shared memories of her with us. She will be missed and live on in our hearts and memories. Thanks for letting me bleed out.

Today has been one of those days to make you think about Life and Death. It is hard to talk to your children about death, but it is even harder to have to talk to them about someone taking there own Life. It's really hard though when it's a teen and a friend of your daughters. Just so people will know my kids are 14yrs. old and
11yrs. old. But to tell the Truth my kids are taking it well. But I don't think it has sunk in to them yet. I've been spending a lot of time with my kids today witch was good for us. I try to spend a lot of time with my kids but it is sad that sometimes it takes a tragedy to bring family's close. I'm not saying that that is what happened here. Anyway thinks for letting me Bleed Out.

Black Rose

Lost Of A Young Soul

I just got a phone call at 6:45 a.m from one of my daughter's Friends Mom to tell me that on of her friends that had tried to take there own life had passed away this Morning. The young girl that did this I didn't know to well but me and my family got to spend the day with her two and half weeks ago while my Husband was home for R&R from Iraq. I don't know what happened to make her thank that this was the best thing for her or why she didn't want to go on living. All that I do know is that I need to be there for my daughter and her friends. We can ask why tell where blue in the face but the fact is that some of us will never no why and that's just something that we will need to learn to live with. We need to remember the good times that we had with them and the sad. Just remembering them and being there for other's who knew her. I just ask that you send up a prayer for all of this Young girls family and friends.

Take care and Thank you for Letting me Bleed Out.

My Husband left to go back to Iraq Sunday. It was nice having him home and really hard to have to say goodbye again. While he was home he told me that he is thanking about staying over in Iraq until January 2012. So it looks like I will be playing the rule of a single Mom a little longer then I was planing (oh well). Other than that there's not a lot going on right now. Take care and have a great day.

My Husband called to let me know he should be home tomorrow night. Can't wait to see him. Were going to spend the night in the City then come home the next day. The kids can't wait to see there Dad and wish they could go with me to the airport to pick up there Dad. But they understand that Mom and Dad need a little time only, plus it helps him unwind.

I know I'm happy that his comming home for his two weeks r&r but in some ways I wish he would stay there until time for him to come home for good. It's so hard on the kids and me only to see him for a short time.

Sorry I didn't get this posted yesterday. Thought I would give you an update.

He is home and he got in so much sooner then he told me he would. I had to have him wait on me. See we live about an hour and thrity mins away from the airport, but he was ok with that. So know we are at the hotel and trying to have fun in Bricktown.